They say the worst part of a
breakup is when the love withers. The love lingers around in the air, torturing
one to keep on reminiscing all the things that once made them happy but now do
nothing but hurt them. Reminiscing the happy moments is now so painful because
you certainly sure that it won’t be happening again, at least not with the same
person. So you keep on repeating the same scenario in your head, just to rub in
salt on the bleeding wound. It is painful – to hit the realisation that someone
who used to be your source of happiness is now gone, together with a piece of
your mystified heart. The love that lingers around you wraps your heart in its thin
air, coating you with the broken past. It is dreadful, but you are the one who
keeps giving it the power to get into you. You were ruined, tortured and
believed that you could never have a sweet taste of happiness again. You convinced
yourself that you did not deserve the happiness and had finally ran out of it.
You believed you had used all your life line for the happiness you embraced in
the past. But one day, you are awaken from your deep sleep. The tight feeling
in the chest is now all gone. You thought of the past, trying to search for the
ache you once had but failed. You don’t feel anything now. The heavy weight on
your shoulders have been channeled into thin air. You feel lighter, way lighter
than you have ever been. Even when you see the person, it doesn’t have the
effects it used to have on you before. Your heart doesn’t flutter. There are no
butterflies in your tummy. Your heart is not shattering again. You feel fine.
You are fine. And that’s when you realise, that you have actually fallen out of
love.
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