Alone

Alone yet rarely lonely. But there are times when the loneliness finds its way to seep into your veins without you noticing and wrap its cold fingers around your heart. As your heart is frozen in the coldness, your vulnerability would suddenly emerge on the surface. It reveals itself to the world, to anyone who might see it or not. And it would remain there until the coldness melted away, leaving the heart completely to pump blood again. You breathe of relief – your heart is warm again. But you and I, we both know that this is just a phase in an endless cycle. It would occur again at times you least expecting. Once it happens, you would be vacuumed into the hole of doomness and wish to do nothing but curl yourself in bed and then cry yourself to sleep.